Kissing Game
You never really cared for me all along,
With you, every dream I had,
Was all it ever was, ain’t that the fact
So I hold my head deep in my hands,
I’m lost at sea no sight of land,
I never knew what love could cost,
No one could know how much I’ve lost
I can’t go on now that you’ve gone, there’s nothing left inside,
I’ll never understand, why you had to lie,
It’s not enough to say you love
Stick Shift
Thinking of the past I feel my life
Is slipping by at such a speed
Things I knew have gone and those I loved
I look for granted and deceived
Call me anything you will
I'll hide behind a purple pill
And though it seems I'm laughing still
I'm crying
Looking from my window I see winter
Almost too bare to believe
People change with seasons
And I wonder if it's my turn to receive
But they avoid the things I ask
Or quickly change their style of mask
The faith I had is fading fast
I'm dying
Seems to me the only way to be
Is like a business man
And have bad colours round my head
Getting drunk to find some peace of mind and consolation
But there's still the problem of what happens when I'm dead